Death of Me

I try so hard, to make you see,
That I'm nothing if you don't love me.
When I cry, they are real tears,
I cry for you, your ignorance is feared.
I smile even though I'm broken,
You crush me down, and ruin my hope.
How do you not understand?
I can be with no other man.
I've loved you for as long as time,
and it hurts to know you'll never be mine.
Loving you is like doing drugs.
Addictive, and harmful, you never get enough.
It's to a point where I live in fear,
I yell and scream, but you don't hear.
My heart goes wild, when I'm with you,
to let you know my feelings are true.
Don't push me down, or break my heart,
You are my end, you are my start.
I can't seem to break this curse,
my loving you puts me in reverse.
Fighting the pain, I can't trust myself,
you've broken me down, loving someone else.
Please, let me go, I want to be free.
If I don't soon go, you'll be the death of me.