I Hate You
Did you know that you had the power to break me?
To lead me on with the belief that you love me, and then let me go again?
Well you do, and you have, and there's nothing left of me.
My wall went up, and you tore it down in peices, one by one, until I was totally off-guard.
And since you waited until I had put you back in my heart, but I didn't rebuild my wall, you obviously had a plan to take me by surprise, and hurt me.
Of course you did, more than you can imagine.
But you didn't realize that I was still trying to recover from the times when you scarred me before.
And the more times you do this, that just adds pain for me to heal.
I'll keep telling myself that you care, but you don't so I'll just be lying to myself.
And when you're with her everyone sees the fire in my eyes, the pain from your fresh scar in my heart.
Because I try to love you, even though you don't want to love me back.
I try to show you how much love I can give you, but you refuse to open your eyes and see.
I've held my head down for far too long, trying to figure out why you won't accept me.
But my mind just comes up blank.
And I'm not going to keep sacrificing my happiness for your enjoyment.
So beleive me, my head is going up, and my happiness is coming back every moment that I accept the fact that you are holding me down.
Before you were the person I thought could keep me alive, that I couldn't live without.
And that you were my angel sent from heaven to live in my world forever.
But everything is forever clear now. Clear that you're the exact opposite of that thought.
You're the opposite of an angel. You lead me on to think that you loved me, and then break me again so you can laugh at my pain. You will definitely live in my world forever, but only in my thoughts, to remind me that there are people who can love me just as much as I love them.
And to never fall for you again, and to hate you.
Because as long as I love you, I will be hurt, and never go anywhere.
So this is goodbye.
And yes, you'll see me and you'll know that I loved you.
You'll regret your decision, I promise.
So from now on, forever and always, we're on our seperate paths because you never saw the real me.
And always remember, I hate you.
To lead me on with the belief that you love me, and then let me go again?
Well you do, and you have, and there's nothing left of me.
My wall went up, and you tore it down in peices, one by one, until I was totally off-guard.
And since you waited until I had put you back in my heart, but I didn't rebuild my wall, you obviously had a plan to take me by surprise, and hurt me.
Of course you did, more than you can imagine.
But you didn't realize that I was still trying to recover from the times when you scarred me before.
And the more times you do this, that just adds pain for me to heal.
I'll keep telling myself that you care, but you don't so I'll just be lying to myself.
And when you're with her everyone sees the fire in my eyes, the pain from your fresh scar in my heart.
Because I try to love you, even though you don't want to love me back.
I try to show you how much love I can give you, but you refuse to open your eyes and see.
I've held my head down for far too long, trying to figure out why you won't accept me.
But my mind just comes up blank.
And I'm not going to keep sacrificing my happiness for your enjoyment.
So beleive me, my head is going up, and my happiness is coming back every moment that I accept the fact that you are holding me down.
Before you were the person I thought could keep me alive, that I couldn't live without.
And that you were my angel sent from heaven to live in my world forever.
But everything is forever clear now. Clear that you're the exact opposite of that thought.
You're the opposite of an angel. You lead me on to think that you loved me, and then break me again so you can laugh at my pain. You will definitely live in my world forever, but only in my thoughts, to remind me that there are people who can love me just as much as I love them.
And to never fall for you again, and to hate you.
Because as long as I love you, I will be hurt, and never go anywhere.
So this is goodbye.
And yes, you'll see me and you'll know that I loved you.
You'll regret your decision, I promise.
So from now on, forever and always, we're on our seperate paths because you never saw the real me.
And always remember, I hate you.