Invisible but now I see

Can you see me?
have nothing to hide.
Can you see me,
and the pain inside.

I know I'm 15 and slow,
but I'm not not dumb you know.

Can you see me?
The pain, oh how it hurts,
but to you I'm the blame.

Is that how you see me?
By a label,
or if I brush by your precious table?

I have changed for you,
but why can't you see,
to truly care for me.

Should I bend or should I break?
Is this more than what I can take?

At this I sigh but then I grin,
for my thoughts tell me I don't need you,
and it will work out in the end.