Thoughts of You

every time i lose thought of you,
i see your face, it reminds me of thoughtless you,
you broke my heart, it tore into pieces,
the earth shook, and i have fallen,
the thoughts of your fingers intertwined with mine,
makes my heart feel even more bitter,
my heart flutters, everytime i see your face,
i hate you, but i long for your embrace,
i want to show you how much pain you cause me,
all the tears i shed at night,
because of your so called innocent ways,
if any given person would ask for my advice,
i would say hes guilty dont buy his childish ways,
his neediness caused my cloudiness of mind,
the scars on my heart, are from the lies he has made,
now today the thoughts of you are slowly disappearing from my mind,
im starting to realize, what happened was never meant to be,
you werent worth the suffering i have been through,
every day i will still see your face,
but i see it in a different way, i will never think of you in the same way,
for now on the thought of you will slowly fade away