Shaking

Shaking

I’m dizzy, I can barley see
I think its another attack, damn anxiety
I cant stop it, I keep shaking
My body and mind hurt, it’s aching
I feel I’m gonna break down into tears
I want to fall down to the mirror
And see the pathetic excuse of a human
They all think she can do it but her life’s running thin
Every breath she takes she wants to pull the trigger
Pushing through each day just gets harder
They have hope for my life but I’m already dead
I only stay sane cause my fucking meds
I’m sorry I just cant do it anymore
Lets see how long until my brains splatter and pour