I'm Sorry

I'm sorry babe for all I have done
I remember when you said I was the one
But you probably don't think that anymore
I understand we probably won't go back to the way we were before
I shouldn't have assumed I should've trusted you
It's just hard to do when I've been wronged by more than a few
I love you babe even though you probably don't feel the same
I wish this wasn't real I wish it was all just a game
Im ready for my punishment no matter what it may be
Just kill me already so you can be free
I want to die I've already tried
I couldn't stop crying as I made the knife glide 
I watched my blood pour 
But I can't help from wanting more
Kill me now I can't take this
But first give me one last kiss
I'm sorry baby I never meant to hurt you
I will die for you babe, I remember when you used to say that too.