All That I Have.
Sipping tea to help me focus;
I am becoming caffeine dependent
to feel OK.
To keep me awake in the mornings
where I am particularly sleepy
and particularly sad.
It's not healthy,
but it's the best I have.
I don't dig the drugs,
the alcohol tastes bad,
so it's all that I have
but the words I make, the words I fucking read;
it all means nothing coming from me.
An account of each of my mental breakdowns,
I write and read out loud
the only time I feel OK;
The mug in my hand and the clicking sound of keys,
to be quite honest, I've come to know that's all that I have and all
that I really need.
I am becoming caffeine dependent
to feel OK.
To keep me awake in the mornings
where I am particularly sleepy
and particularly sad.
It's not healthy,
but it's the best I have.
I don't dig the drugs,
the alcohol tastes bad,
so it's all that I have
but the words I make, the words I fucking read;
it all means nothing coming from me.
An account of each of my mental breakdowns,
I write and read out loud
the only time I feel OK;
The mug in my hand and the clicking sound of keys,
to be quite honest, I've come to know that's all that I have and all
that I really need.