What Happened to the Little Girl

your little girl was so innocent way back then,
what happened to her pure heart,
now all that she ever does is sin,
what happened to the little girl with piggy tails,
the one who jumped up and down just thinking about veggie tales,
now that little girl runs in the hands of trouble,
she stands in the midst of the rubble she caused,
what happened to the little girl who cried when she got scraped up,
the one who loved mickey mouse club house,
now that little girl inflicts pain upon herself,
shes falling off the shelf of heartbreak,
what happened to the little girl who was a mini version of the virgin Mary,
the one who never let a man look,
now that little girl is nowhere near a saint,
she loves the way men turn there heads,
what happened to the little girl who loved scooby doo,
who was a newbie at yu-gi-oh,
now that little girl feels unloved,
she now lays in bed thinking about what her next move is,
what happened to the little girl who used to twirl in the rain,
the one who curled up in daddys lap,
now that little girl feels so much emotional pain,
she now wonders what life is really meant to be,
what happened to the little girl who had tea partys with her teddy bear,
the one who smiled at anyone and everyone,
now that little girl has a sign on her door: BEWARE,
she never grinns only glares,
what happened to the little girl who said her prayers everynight,
the little girl who cared about every little thing,
now that little girl swings her fist at innocent things,
she now springs out of bed because of her hellish nightmares,
what happened to the little girl who embellished everything she wore,
the one who loved when it was time to go to school,
now that little girl wears black and only black,
she now looks back and thinks about what her life should have been like,
what happened to the little girl who ate all her food,
the one who was always in a good mood,
now that little girl disparages her meals,
shes always in an antagonistic mood,
what happened to the little girl who viewed everything so innocently,
the one who was full of true laughter,
now that little girls whole life is a taboo,
she never acts like her true inner self,
what happened to the little girl who wasnt afraid to speak her mind,
the one who loved to wear pink fluffy dresses,
now that little girl keeps everything built up inside,
she never dresses nice 'caus she doesnt want to be realized,
what happened to the little girl who was onece so sweet,
the one who was so innocent way back then,
now that little girl is going through hell,
she never wants to say all her beloved little tales,
that little girl lost her one and only childhood
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this is one of my longest poems, i guess its just about things ive been through, and how people dont really realize what ive been through and how i lost my childhood i had to grow up really fast.............