Suffering

As I slowly let go of you
you do not notice me
letting me slip away from your chill of your cold heart
with out even fighting to keep me

leaving doesn't hurt the most
you not fighting for me is the worst
it tears me apart inside
slowly eating away at me

As the tears roll down my pale cheeks
they are for you
you are my drug, I'm addicted to you
but tearing my self away is the only way to save me

as i escape your cold grasp
I am walking away fading
from your memory and you're fading
from my tattered broken heart

that will never truly be fixed
and light is fading from my life
everything in monochrome
because of you.....