Stepped by Step/Day Today

been forgetting the gracious ideas of something else
to all those who have tried putting me beiside myself
the way you intend to keep me "up"
i'd have the trust be left behind
and just tell you to shut the fuck "up"
and in doing so
i take my time

wished you'd just leave it be
nothing needed to be said
left me like i just needed to be dead
one day to feel it full force
i'm gonna feel shitty
just be there when it's finished running it's course

counting back from 1 to 10
to i feel like myself again
faults to be a cause
when im losing the vision i had my sights on
the guilt has to run through me
i'll take it all for the better
maybe im the only one who can take it
to be punctual for my shift
24/seven and im prepared
to go straight to hell
fuck heaven

feeling right at home
phones off now
and im all alone
belinding right in with these stereotypes
say what you need
take all the time you need
me being me
The V is something
you needn't believe