Built a Nerve

Its taking over
everything I do.
Its making me feel older
than new.

Its scaring the shit out of me;
but it makes me run my mouth.
Opening it up pretending not to see.
I'm blinded from here to south.

I built a nerve
like I could.
I made and serve
like I would.

It'll be the new world.
It will be the new black.
Kill the innocent girls
and bring the guilt back.

Like a robot
we wiil be.
I'll laugh at the thought
of a regular me.