I Forgot the Pleasure

Hey why do you cut your self when you know im in love with you?
Arent you scared of leaving me here all alone when you cut to deep?
isnt it enough knowing that i care so much and that you have me?
Is the blood all you love its killing me so much i wish you could see
the pain that you are causing me!

The blood speaks to me
when i decide to set it free
the image of crimson is illuminating
in my mind at the sight of my wounds
and it feels good to see
it feels so good to see

The blood is pouring once again
it must of never been undercontrol
because as i sit here and watch it flow
i feel to good to give it up once again
no i wont give it up ever again

The blood is bright and so is my breath
breathing in a rythem that i thought gone
The breath of some one feeling relieved
I cant believe that the blood ever left me

The words i write are the feelings i feel
as i watch the blood creep
and realise the relief is real
i would never of know if it wasnt for your words
touching a part of me that i previously thought dead

But no it was not dead and now that i know
i will quinch the thirst to see my blood leak
across the open wounds that i caused my self
so please listen and do not speak
yes yes thats perfect please dont speak

Dont you care enough for me to want to remain here alive?
If i was left alone isnt that thought enough to tear you apart inside?
Im begging you please babe please im begging you just give me the knife!
No babe No its to late for me i love the feeling SO GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

THE pain is back the pain is back
the blood shows all the pain is back
and i want to show it off some more
watching the blood slowly pour
isnt enough for me
no it isnt enough for me

Cutting and tearing and bleeding and swearing
The time i wasted on you was a mistake
and here i am again reliving my sins
with blood soaking into my pale skin

this feeling inside of me was once so lost
but now that i have found it i wont ever let it go
no no no.. i wont ever let it go..

Babe what have you done wake up please please babe wake up please.
You promised you swore you told me that you would never leave me
Wake up wake up please wake up i need you by my side please
to late its to late i have the key and it has finally set me free.