Broken Vows

I can hear you whisper in my ear
Deadly words and dark promises
You continue to pull me down into this hell
Of broken vows and farewells
I’m not used to this regret
Of rotting inside out
And of curling up from pain
I cannot just jump of a roof
Or see the blood in the blade
But my mind doesn't connect to my mouth
And I cannot make my brain speak instead
So I can only swallow my foolishness
And hope somehow I can move on back into this mess