Help...

For all the hurt you have caused
I open this bottle
And try to forget

1 for the pain
2 for the heart break
3 for when I came back
4 for listening about her

Every swallow brings me closer to forgetting
One final pill to seal the deal

5 for all of .... Those amazing memories

Collapsed
Sprawled
Across the floor
Eyes empty from feeling
Body lifeless and limp

The tears from loved ones fall down
Crashing against the ground
They hurt more than I ever did
Because of me
♠ ♠ ♠
I don't feel like this any more but it's what I feel comfortable writing