A Story of Grief and Love

Cradle my heart in your arms and let it rest in your chest.
Whisper words in my ear,
It’s all I really need to finally rest.
As my body turns cold and my heart stays still
I know you’re still standing by my side
Counting all the bruises, all the lies
I made you commit.

I’m truly happy knowing all you did out of love
All the sufferings I’ve made you go through
Will help you get strong.
What my futile body couldn’t give you
And the words my stupid mouth couldn’t verbalize
Make me extremely miserable

But my contentment overpowers all of the grief left
Since today I saw you stand up without any help
Oh God, you’re walking now!
This is music to my eyes
As you stroll to the kitchen and open up a cabinet

I swear I can see glee in your eyes
Instead of that heartbreaking stare you wore all of this sorry nights
As you open that wooden cabinet
I smile before I see the blade
I laugh without noticing the blood splattered on your once beautiful face