Reality Sucks

I never thought a smell could make me twitch.
And bring back so many things
Memories and old bullshit
What the hell was I thinking?

I'm a loser but I don't mind
It's hard to pay attention
Cause I just can't simply afford the time.
I'm a victim of procrastination

*Im frustrated, I'm a walking time bomb.
I never thought life would turn out quite like this.
And sometimes I only have myself to count on.
Life is just a steaming pile of shit.

You're a mannequin
You are faceless
It's the drugs
That make life so priceless
And now you become fearless

Everyday I ask myself the same old questions.
Did I beat the horse do death?
I'm filled with so much stress and tension.
I just really want some rest.

*I'm frustrated, I'm a walking time bomb.
I never thought life would turn out quite like this.
And sometimes I only have myself to count on.
Life is just a steaming pile of shit.

All I want is a sweet goodnight kiss
From someone to call my own
But instead all life can give me is a streaming line of piss.
I guess I'm on my own

*I'm frustrated, I'm a walking time bomb.
I never thought life would turn out quite like this.
And sometimes I only have myself to count on.
Life is just a steaming pile of shit.

Don't worry about me
I got multiple lives to lead
When I'm asleep
And in my dreams.