Cure My Disorder.

I cling to hope that these demons set me free
even bright minds can't illuminate dark places
there's these pills on the window sill
do I dare lift a finger when I know I hold the world
If I take one a day it'll make the pain go away
what happens when you're homesick but you have no home to go to
feelings of regret just from holding you to your word
I can't sleep at night because all these skeletons dance in my closet
This is to my only sanity
It's lonely where you left me
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Of course poetry is open to your interpretation of it but continue reading if you want to know what I wrote about.
Well this poems is about my general anxiety disorder and some of the struggles that come along with it. Also deciding whether or not I want to go onto medication for it because its gotten worse with time and people seem to tell me its the only other way out.