The Devil's Game

Fly away
As far as you can
Jump off the bridge and spread your wings
Disturbia in your rearview
Nothing but you
Nothing left but a splatter of brains
Cold steel no one knows
Hold on the devil’s back
He’s got more wicked games to play
Say no but he confuses you
Makes you forget
You say yes
You play you lose like always
You never win when you play the devil
You constantly say that you see things in a new way
The devil convinces you he’s changed but that’s a lie
His head games make you whirl around in a hurricane of promises
Promises with no truth all lies
If you make a deal with the devil you have to say exactly what you want but he is sneaky
Cunning
He will mess with your mind and make things want he wants them to be
You will want to die if you get too far in the devils game
He wants your life
Your happiness
And to enjoy your misery
The devil is soulless
And I am his daughter
Made to keep her mouth shut and locked away in her closet
In the dark
Looking for enlightenment
Coughing up blood
Her child self suffering and dying
Force to grow up to play the devil’s game
The game she will never win
It is the end
She bleeds out
Turning pale
The world blurs
Sound mix in a river of noise that has no distinct meaning
She finds her bliss in things her father hates
But at the same time he keeps them from her
She still locked in her closet
Or put in an all white room
Treated like an animal
She is to sit and do what she is told
Why does she put up with it?
Because she is stuck with the devil
She will never escape
Stuck in the devil’s sanctuary
Forever
In the dark
Yet knowing the truth
Kept with her mouth sowed shut
Sputtering blood which carries the truth
All the secrets
She bottles it all up and goes insane
She can’t do it anymore she is done
It is the end.
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I don't have a good relationship with my dad so i write to vent. This may be a tad disturbing for some people.... :)