Mother dear

Mother dear, you cant see me here.
you dont know the person in trying to be.
I live in fear, of being alone here,
and everything crashing around me.
You left me once and never came back,
but i dont care anymore.
You dont know me or my family,
and you are not apart of it anymore.
So mother dear, dont look for me here,
you dont know who i am.
Id make you proud if i wanted to,
but frankly, I dont give a damn.