A Self-Destructive Romance

Hands shaking, tingling, yet numb
Heart aching, beating, yet dull
Mind racing, thoughtful, yet lost
Eyes searching, hopeful, yet blind
Suffocated by these failed attempts
Attempts to feel alive
Wanting nothing more than to feel natural
But where is the naturalness in these emotions?
Where will they go once they've left me?
What will I be without them?
Do I embrace them or push them away?
Constantly unsure of which way to go
But it seems as though the choice has been made for me
For they've latched on to me like leeches
Sucking the life out of me
Draining me of the desire to live
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A threesome. Depression, Anxiety, and Oneself.