Healing

How did I let this happen?
It was not part of the plan.
Please be careful about what you say or do,
because I'm fragile like porcelain.

About to break from the monster inside,
the decisions I now regret.
And this person I don't know that lives within,
lets the nightmares keep me in dept.

Your words, they hurt me;
so badly my dear.
All I wanted was to hold you,
to my heart so near.

And now I can't look at me,
I'm finished with this.
Why didn't I realize sooner
that I'm not the only one that's amiss?

So I step out of this skin,
I'm done with being broken
I've found a new way of life,
so bring on the healing.