Solitude Erotica

The leaves change
I don't know where the time has gone
I don't know what i've done
The green of life
Transformed, morphed, into the rust color of my heart
From keeping it tucked away
Unused, while damaging it with my pains
Like a hard rain falling over it
The sounds of silence
Echoes, with music in my ear
To block out the life of everything around me
Away, so I don't know what is going on
So they don't know how I feel
Simple eluded solitude
Of noone else knowing
What I am experiencing
As I walk by them with my sad song
Blasting in my ear
The faces, the faces of the mass
Happiness, hate, exhaustion, addiction, love, fear
What are these things
In their true meaning
And why can we so easily tell
A person's disposition
By the lines carved in their face
Like words on an empty page