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I've been praying to god, still haven't received an answer yet
I'm looking for a pill to stop me from remembering memories I want to forget

I've been searching for a morphine to numb the human side of me
I'm looking for a cure to kill the disease eating me away internally

Because god knows I've been drowning in sin for a long time now
I'm looking for a way to atone for my misdeeds, but I don't know how

I've been hoping for a day when everything will be okay
I'm looking for an opportunity to move on with my life to pass my way

I've been waiting for a brighter morning when the pain has begun to fade
I'm looking for the moment I learn from the mistakes I've made

Because god knows I keep tossing and turning at night
Hoping that in the end everything will be alright