A Second Chance at Heaven

Sometimes I wish I were a boy.
So that I could tell you I love you romantically,
And so that I could hold your vulnerable body in my arms
And not have to worry about my love sending me to hell.

I could rip my genitalia from my mortal body.
Just to have a second chance at heaven.
God can't know love if he doesn't know he's directing my love toward you.
An angel.
So sweet and so golden
That the devil wouldn't dare to open his eyes to your light.

Unsex me here.
Make me a man so I can fall in love one day,
So I can live my fairy tale,
So I can live the way my barbies did.

I'm a girl. I'm no boy, but I'd sacrifice this breast for a flat chest.
Just to get a second chance at heaven.

I'd live a thousand lives until I were born a boy.
I live a life so tainted now that I cant grasp the one thing in life that's supposed to be worry free.
Love.
With each kiss and yearning physical pain,
Lays a whisper in the back of my mind.
For loving you I'll be in hell when i die.

I'd drain every last drop through my veins.
Just so I could get a second chance at living,
So I could get a second chance at heaven.

Yank my puberty from my childhood,
So maybe you can send me on another way.
But that's one thing I wouldn't sacrifice for another chance at heaven,
Loving you.