Desire

The desire
Is here again
My body is on fire
I want it to dig in

It's hard sometimes
You can only write for so long
I want to see red lines
Caused by a sharp prong

I know I've been clean
It's been over a year
But theres no longer a screen
Hiding the fear

To do it again
I know I said it was the end
But I can't take any more
I'm crying on the floor

Some try and help me
But they don't know
About my story
They only know what I show