I Can't Sleep

I cant sleep.
My thoughts are everywhere in this room,
Scattered torn and confused.
Why is there a part of me,
That is still so attatched to you?
I get excited for the craziest things,
Just to know your still breathing.
I cant sleep,
Because i know deep down things changed because of me.
I let you down; that awful side of me,
An over used line my apology.
I wish that we could be friends,
But i know that couldnt never happen,
We are both settled down deep in our new lives,
My heart breaks for our final goodbye.
Im happy I cant deny,
But still its you I cant get by.
As memories full of feelings arise,
I know that I still cant sleep tonight... :/