Absence (3/28/12)

I honestly forgot how much time has past
and how many times I've told myself it wouldn't last
I think I'm going insane but it's ok, it's ok
With my heart on a sleeve
I'm stuck and confused on who I should believe
My instinct or my oracle
Can I change my destiny or ruin my future as I slowly melt like a popsicle

Six years I've had you by my side
Realizing friendships end without warning
So I feel I should take a chance
Save something beautiful and perfect from being lost in the sands of time
Adeline Adeline Adeline please be all mine

When you asked me what I wanted you were drunk
I didn't know how to answer because I was scared so I threw you off and ran away
Now that I know I want you I fear it's too late
All this time without you spent I realize all my happiness comes from your presence

We have our differences
We have to put them aside if we
Really want to make this work
Your absence has taken it's toll
On my enteral being and soul
I'm more sad lonely and unhappy
When you aren't around me