Inconvenience

Watching ripples

In the water

Feeling like

Inconvenient daughter

Money's tight

I know that

Doesn't matter

Help I can't

But wait I can

Streetcorner's honey

I'll do anything

For some money

It is dirty

Makes me cry

Different people

The same lies

I'm 18

Swear it's true

Even though

Won't be 12 till June

The sun goes down

Too tired to fight

I'll swallow my pride

And go home for a night

Mom's eyes are red

Dad's in the truck

It'll be alright

Here's 100 bucks

She doesn't respond

I take a quick shower

Leave out the door

And I see a flower

The stem is fighting

Against the rain

My heart is trying

To stop the pain

I feel the tears

Course down my cheeks

Feels like forever

But just a few weeks

I watch the rain

Pour from the sky

Think it'd be better

If I just died

I find the gun

By our flood drain

The bullet finds

The middle of my brain

Watching blood

Pool in the water

My last though

Hope it's better now, Father