Simple Feeling, Love

Just the simple thought of that someone in ur life can make a difference in ur mood.
The thought of that person may even make you smile, make you glad you know such an amazing person.
Personally, it makes me wonder how such a person even knows of my pathetic existence.
When you think of that person, you start to get embarrassed by how much your heart beats and how red your face gets.
Then doubt sinks in and you wish you didn't have them,but they're still there, but your heart tries to help and drown out the doubts.
And then there are some who may even question the emotions you feel, but hey, nobody said that your heart was easy to control, nor is it easy to conquer...
Love is a battlefield, sounds kinda lame, but it's true, love is one of the most hardest and harmful things in life...
And for most, it's the most painful and yet something you want, to want badly to have somebody say, 'i love you'...