Is There A Right Way To Be Strong?

I've been fighting to show you how strong I can be.
The times I have tried are the times I have failed.
I look within myself to find the nothingness I'm all-too familiar with.
I try so hard to not blend in.
I try so hard to start speaking out.
They say I was created to do great things.
They said it'd get easier.
But words only come to life if you believe.
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I don't know if I can really call this a poem. I just take these phrases that come to my mind and build them up together like a puzzle. I feel like this one "poem" is a little all over the place. Not very focused. But I figured what better way to get better than keep writing more and more of them?