Over You

My chest is caving in.
I scream but can't make a sound
My breath is coming short.
Is this how it feels to die?

I feel like an animal.
caged, cornered and fearful.
My hearts racing wild,
Heavy beneath my ribs.

My thought are a scrambled mess.
Memories buried beneath the rest.
Flashbacks race behind my eyes
I feel like I'm dying, deep inside.

I don't want to remember anything.
I want to forget all you said.
All the things that left me broken.
Bruised and buried, crazy in my head.

I feel like I'm suffocating.
cramped in this open room.
My worlds caving in around me.
Even though there's nothing around.

Where is there left to turn?
Every where I go, there's you.
All the smallest things...
Maybe it is all true.

... Maybe I do need to get over you.