Once A Text Post

Sometimes I stare blankly into space

Say my name over and over in my head

Then ask myself questions

How am I who I am,

Why am I me,

How is it that I can control this body I’m in

When I’m basically nothing

But vapor

Or not

Then I’d lose myself

And feel me slipping away

I know who I am,

Everything about me,

Everyone around me,

Yet I’m not there

I’m not me