Why?

I'm not sure what in waiting for
But I don't want to anymore
I'm not sure what I'm living for
But I don't want to no more

Believing is only in dreams
Where the world is so cold
Drowning in our fantasies
Where it grabs our life from our throats

She put a knife through my chest
And laughed without sympathy
I cried and beat her down
Insulting her systematically

She can choke on her lies
For all I care
Because all I know
Love is not there...