broken.....

cant sleep cause ill dream about you,
cant breath because with every breath i get further away from you,
the space inbetween us just grows
i should just be happy that ur happy with her but what if you being happy makes me sad
because im not the one making you happy.
am i not good enough for you.
will you always only see a friend when you look at me?
i wonder if you'll ever realize that im broken without you.
broken with no way to be repaired
never fully put back together and it will always be because of you
but you'll never know because im only broken on the inside
the part of me you never really cared about
what makes me,
well me.
so tonight when i break down and let the tears come crashing down remember that its not all my fault that im broken....