Dancing Plague

It's so dark-
It's so dead-
these thoughts in my head.

I cannot breathe…
I cannot even see…

It's so cold-
It's so bare-
the wind that blows through my hair.

I just want to wake up from-
this hellish nightmare…
I want to live without being scared!

How long can anyone wait for me?
Am I even worth a wait at all?
How long can anyone take of me sleeping?
How long will it be before I completely fall?

This darkness that is consuming me,
tells me that I should bleed red.
This black aura that is stubborn,
and doesn't like to leave.
It tells me it has gotten the best of me.

It's words-
It's voice-
I will never forget.
Please just be close,
I don't think I would survive if you-
leave me all alone to face it…