As They Watched Me Lose Myself

It hurts doesn't it
Its the pain you can feel it
I can see it in your eyes
you just wont admit it
taking over slowly
losing what of you that's left
Ive been there before
now do you see what it feels like
to be left for the dead

while everybody's got smiles on their faces
I fall apart in front of them it doesn't seem to phase 'em
While everyone looks straight through me
I'm looking on the inside and I'm disgusted by what I see
I just cant face this day
please take this pain away

with each passing day I lose more of myself
with each and every day they take a step further
they leave me behind because I'm not worth it
And a while from now they'll all look back and wonder
what happened to his person
I used to know her