Let me out

Open the doors, let me out!
I scream at the top of my lungs searching.
I feel so closed in here beside you,
nothing makes sense anymore.
I want someone to free me and hold me close.
I miss being someones something,
it's your fault hiding me here in this place.
I only see the light when you allow it,
or take me out to show off.
When you don't show me the affection I need,
how else do you expect me to act, besides angry and frustrated.
You can have anyone you want and I can only have you,
I don't agree and yet no matter how many times I fight it you still win.
Let the walls of this Asylum down,
let me know just what it is you are feeling.
Maybe then I can finally tell you what it is I'm thinking.
I just want to feel like I am something to you besides a body to just use,
and even that has in itself stopped.
I feel so alone here in this bed when we lie beside one another,
you stay to yourself and no more do you long to touch me as you first did.
I find myself holding back the tears of anger I feel,
because I don't know nor do I understand why it is this way.
I just want to be Pet again....or maybe....