It's Just One of Those Days

It's just one of those days.
One of those days where it's hard to get you off my mind,
One of those days where I miss you too much.
One of those days where I want to cry,
One of those days where I just wish I never met you.
The sad thing is I saw you yesterday, and the day before.
For the first time in three weeks.
I'm going behind my friends back to see you,
My mother met you yesterday.
On Friday you told me you loved me, and you told me you wish this could last forever.
It's just one of those days where I look back on all the memories.
One of those days where I wish we could be together.
I hate all the reasons why we can't, I hate you for not pushing through them.
I hate how I'll always be here for you. I hate how you don't seem to care.
It's one of those days where I really hate myself for how much I love you.