Too Lost to be Saved

I started out right, but its hard to behave...
And now I'm afraid I'm too lost to be saved

I was born into the church, I had God as my guide
I used to feel blessed with what I learned inside
But that was years ago, when I used to be pure
I used to love Jesus, I used to feel so secure

But that's when I was young, and now I've grown older
Before I hated the world and had this chip on my shoulder
Now I've gone astray and entered a world of sin
I'd love to go back, but I don't know where to begin

The words of the Bible used to ring loud and true
But now my soul is stained, dark like a foul tattoo
I know my lifes a mess, but I'm not stopping anytime soon
I know the life I lead will ultimately lead to my doom

Look at me now and you probably wont be able to tell
But i'm a troubled soul, at risk of the fires from hell
The man that I am is gonna have to go away
But though the spirit is strong, the body will disobey

I started out right, but its hard to behave
And now I'm afraid I'm too lost to be saved...

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