Yours

There you are
Fucking with my heart
The normal.
You bring me on this
Roller coaster of feelings
Just for some laughs
You never loved me
You laugh when I cry
I try so hard not to love you
But I fall
Over and over
Why?
Because you still are perfect
I don't care about
The pain
The suffering
It will be there
No matter what I do
I love it though.
You leave
I cry
Cut
And beg for you to take me back
Is it that funny
To see me like this?
So weak
So helpless
So...
Broken?
If so keep making me weak
Keep breaking me
But please
Don't ever say
That you are leaving
Let me be yours
If even for just one more day
♠ ♠ ♠
This was inspired by my ex... He loved to hurt me. He would hit me and he would act like I meant nothing when we were around his asshole friends... Eventually he left me for good. He found a little whore and left me. He still denies that we were ever even together. I have learned to hate him.