When You Need Somebody

...The warmth of his body right besides mine feels comforting, not horrible at all but not exactly how it should be when you are with the person you belong with. Maybe it is because I am so lonely, that I actually creep in closer to him and rest my head on his chest. I know how he feels about me, so maybe it is heartless for me to act this way upon him when I don't feel the same. There was a time where I did like him, just a little bit; he was charming and sweet but after a while his clinginess started to catch up with the other two. That's when I knew this had to stop; but now he is holding me the way I wish I would be held by some one my heart truly throbs for. I won't meet his eyes, not for a second, cause then he will know. Know that I'm not worth this. I think he knows, he has to know, so that's why I think he feels lonely as well.