Hurt Inside

Drunk with heart pains as memories of you fill my brain
Your hair red as you love the grateful dead
Your smile bright as you lied to me and tell me everything is alright
I know you long for words that were spoken once before
But wont come across my lips again
Miles aways days and days
Part we are
Distance put in between you and I
Makes me wish to die
To think of you with another
Makes me ill inside
A feeling of anxiety or worry scared
Making me push you away
Until the hopeful day
When you’re by my side
I miss your smile
Its what makes me want to drive each mile
Closer to you I wish to be
But here is where I must stay for awhile
Until I can see your smile once more
I wish you well
As I sit here in the loneliness of hell