Its An Addiction...

People tell me its stupid to cut myself,
but what they don’t know is.
I’ve been cutting myself since I was twelve,
and I’m addicted.

I’m addicted to the blade,
and the feel of a different pain.
When I get upset the blade is what I fall back on.

I can’t stop,
and it hurts to know I created this addiction.
It hurts to know that the blade is my friend,
and the only thing that hasn’t left me yet.