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I’m not looking for a miracle just something to ease the pain
I’ve been smiling thru the heartache cringing thru the shame
It’s all a little game I’ve played with everyone I know
I’ll hide my true desperation and never let it show
You’ll think I’m all together kept it all intact
When I’m trying to pull the daggers from deep inside my back
Trust never exists to me and love it isn’t real
Because my broken soul refuses to mend itself or heal
I’m going thru the motions just enough to get me by
I try to drown my sorrows with each tear that I cry
I’ve hit rock bottom no longer able to see the sun
No ones there to save me from this monster I’ve become
I guess no one notices or maybe they just don’t care
Until they wake up one dark morning and find that I’m not there