Unrequited Love

I don't mean to sound depressed
But I'm a little bit obsessed
With the fact that I am crying
Over your actions that I'm buying
I'm looking forward but stepping back
In hand with armor but refusing to attack
I've swallowed down your words
There's this sick feeling of a thousand birds
Fluttering in my gut
I'm in love with you truly, but
It's obvious now, you're not in love with me
I guess it's best to let it be