Underneath

I am the man who lives underneath you
And I can hear you, I know
What you are doing
All I have is
Alone time

And all I have to do is listen
But this is getting harder to
Take

Sometimes I watch
When I am among you
That is, but I don't like to do that much
I can't stand being outside here
It makes me wish I were somewhere else
Somewhere far away

I live under your stairs and I can't fucking stand it
I can see your waste all around
And I know exactly
What it means

The bitter taste of bullshit lingers
On my tongue in a lovely, tangy glob
It drips from the ceiling, into
The back of my throat
(i am the world's biggest loser)

If I could walk away and live, I would

But no
I must fester
In poison air that
I cannot breathe, my eyes must burn
My tongue must crack
And bleed

It's like the world is heavier here
The gravity pulls my body down
So hard, it breaks shoulders

It hurts to walk
It hurts to breathe
It hurts to move towards you
It pulls my hair down so it feels like I always have a crown to bear
You will never know how much that drives me insane

I live underneath your notice
And I think I finally snapped today
For a few short minutes
I felt alive

Just remembering makes me wonder
There is nothing better than
Good drugs and the worst mood you've been in
For a long, long while

I live in between your walls
I can hear you, drifting
Through the vents
It makes my eyes water
I have never been
This way
Before

This has never happened, you'll see
At sunrise, things will be going perfect
By nightfall, they're worse than they've ever been
Then you will know how it feels
Under the stairs
Sealed inside
Where I am trapped

I had a dream that I ended the world
I hope it was fucking prophetic
Which is dangerous for a man
Who was never allowed
His dreams

I am the man who lives underneath you
And I can hear you, I know
What you are doing
All I have is
Alone time

And all I have to do is listen
Just listen