Only for Myself

i wish you would kiss the tears away,
hold my hand until the day is done,
hug me in the rough parts of the day,
walk me to my next classroom,
i wish you would tell me i'm beautiful,
even if i deny it,
to hold me till i cant breath,
'caus i long for your love,
and to hear your voice,
see your smile and know its for me,
to know your love is reserved for only myself,
for me to walk away,
then turn around and see your still there watching me,
to yell out i love you,
even in a crowded room,
to not be embarrassed by me,
but be happy your mine