You/him

Your name is silenced on my lips 
But you never cease to exists 
For the couple weeks we never stopped we never skipped a beat 
Now my life is chaos 
When I see you my world stops 
I miss those heart to heart talks 
But I wonder 
Was I played your fool
I believed everything you spoke to me 
Now you don't even look at me 
I feel broken because of that special token 
I feel cold as death knowing I'm your regret