Nightmare

You were perfect; at least I thought you were
The first mistake I made was getting to know you
I don’t know what made me think you were the one, but I did
You will never know what you really did to me
Because I will never tell you how you fucked me over

I suffered from sleepless nights, dreams riddled with
Dark plots where I was being raped and all I saw was your face
Looking back at me with a smile gracing your fat lips
You created a deep fear to do anything

I thought I could escape from you
But your voice followed me for six years
Six years I had to deal with your shit
But no more

I ran to the military to help try and shut off my emotions
I wanted to be a robot and it worked for a little bit
Sadly, it didn’t stick
Your voice kept coming back
Whispering endlessly on how much of a slut I was
And how I liked what you did to me

I thought I could escape from you
But your voice followed me for six years
Six years I had to deal with your shit
But no more

Welcome to the nightmare in my head