Criminal Haze

Is that as good as it gets?
And I still can't forget,
all the nights spent with you,
On the dark streets alone.

A cigarette between your lips.
The sway in my hips.
You're poisonous kiss,
It's something that I miss.

Remember when you loved me?
Remember when he hit me?
Remember how I loved you?
Remember how I fought for you?

Hits off a bong,
singing some stupid song.
I lived for you all along,
but my life wasn't long.

I can't help but wish I was in her place,
the one to close all the space.
I can't help but wish this wasn't the case,
and I could look you in the face.

You took away the pain,
made nothing the same.
To me it was just a game,
now I miss all the fame.

I wish I could say and believe,
that I don't belong on the streets.
But I can see my reflection,
in your dilated glazed eyes,
as were coming down from the high.
It's better not to try,
and make it home tonight.

Black cherry papers,
and bloodied razor blades,
a bus shelter lap dance,
and I still had no shame.

To the world your a criminal,
to me this is typical.
The stress was minimal,
and it all felt so magical.

From the outside looking in,
oh, where do I begin?
Every movement is a sin,
but on the inside we all win.